Went for a date
The later part of the week didn’t do much but felt better, sometimes even felt ridiculous rise of emotions. I guess this is partly due to me talking to bunch of girls plus her finally txting something while she was away. Yesterday went on a first date.
It was interesting experience, she had a really nice face and eyes just I like. She talked a lot, she seemed to be very similar to me in ambition and ability to talk a lot lol. The weird thing is I actually enjoyed the evening and didn’t want to leave her. She seemed smart, I felt like there was no pain and happy about being with her that time. I don’t how much of it was the make-up, how much of it was the wine and how much of it I actually liked?
Waking up in the morning with my regular Sunday hangover now, feeling a bit low thought about how crazy our first dates with Yale been, lots of forgotten memories are in my mind. Plus I imagine her doing the same thing I am – trying to date, which is kind of toxic right now – need to let go off it.
Overall weird feeling, on Monday I have coffee date. Will see how that goes.
